every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure;

2006-05-21T12:43:00.000+08:00

everything's so fucked up and i dunno wads ur fking problem. the prob lies with either you or your phone k?! GOODNESS! i seriously haf got enuff of it!

2006-05-18T10:40:00.000+08:00

YAY! tomorrow is friday! did not go to sch today. was like suppose to go to that dumb field trip lah.went back to sleep at 6am. woke up only at like 9 plus. then james came. we were like sitting arnd zou boh. so bored can!BRYAN ALSO CAME AFTER THAT THEN WE WERE JUS TALKING AND EATING. cant wait fer tomoro andand finally its coming! ate dumpling fer lunch. yesterday wanted to blog but i went swimming instead. slack in the pool till like 6 plus lah. damid. guess i dropped hair! thanks to someone. and i also got a cut near my heel. thanks to james. slept like so early last night lah. i was like super sian! did not talk to tarzan fer like 2 days aldy lah. tarzan did not even reply my msg. haiss! guess the phone is nt there thats why =(( nvm. james is like out with his frens nw and bryan, out golfing with his dad! but they'll be back soon. at least i was nt so down during these 5 days as there were ppl who accompany me!! yeah! ANYWAY IM LIKE SO BORED NOW SO I LIKE SHALL JUS STOP HERE.

2006-05-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

sian. today went out with mich we walked round orchard. i bought a mango top. sian lah totally no mood moday coming!!! 5 days leh. haiss. soo long can! so tired. I WAN NEXT WEEK TO PASS SUPER FAST. IMMISSING SOMEONE. haiss. so sian lah!

im missing you*

2006-05-12T11:12:00.000+08:00

wahh. its been damn long sine i last update my blog man! so tired! went out till 1am last night. hahahas. with you noe who. we were all so scard get caught by police! that was like so dumb! we went to watch MI3. had a real fun timy. and we cabbed back like at 12.30am. we dropped someone then went home. Exams are all finally over. everyday also go out! its like so nice. wahlao next week i will die lah. oh my tian!anyway its only 5 days. nut still its like long lah! mom cook porriage today. so yeahh. ltr going shopping with mum. can go buy stuffs!! shall stop here now so lazy to type.

2006-05-07T11:10:00.000+08:00

its not like the past anymore, the old you and me. its all changed just do different. went to church this morning slept like at 2 plus last night. and im like so tired! cat class was boring. talked to carol like nearly the whole lesson. then after that cabbed back with germs. someone jus msged me. and its like -_- anyway gotta study real hard later. tomoro gt phy and geog exam.. yupp so shall stop here.

it just feel so wrong!

2006-05-04T14:22:00.000+08:00

somethings are like juss SOO wrong! had emaths paper 1 and chem today. well, its was ALRIGHT! woke up like at 615 today then bussed to sch. last night studied till like so late lah! but talked on the fone bfore sleeping. we talkedd till like 1 plus 1245?.. yeahh. Tommorow's friday aldy and its actually my grandfathers bday and we're like going out fer dinner at night. came bach home like at 125 today.. cabbed home with LLT and jasmine. its was like 7 plus plus. They were like all soo high kept laughing! and you noe wad? when they both got down the cabb, the driver was like '' ni men xiao de hen kai xing hoor?'' then i was like '' ok lahh''. wtf lah! alright im talking to tiffany now. ya.. guess someone ignoring me now! ok i wanna see the lies u can come out with! alright. nvm. someone came to my hse yest. and it was kind of okay lah. went back only like at 6 lah. today mummy took half day and to bring ahmei to doc. YAY! tomoro is FRI! and we'll see if today makes me change my mind abt tomoro!! anyway got chinese paper tomoro yahh nothing much to revise.. so im kind of slacking? yupp anyway im talking on the phone now.. so shall stop here! BYEEE!

IM SO CURIOUS!GOSHH!

2 may!

2006-05-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

yest was marcus's bday. whahas. today had amaths test and social studies.SS was ok but amaths was like soo screwed up! gosh! went back home at abt 1? aunty cooked porriage fer my lunch. MISSING YOU SOO MUCH! SHA!! hahahas. guess u noe wad it is.wahh studied chem like crazy today lah. so tired.. and still muz chiong tuition wk.sian! tomoro no paper, so dunnid to go to sch! YAY! can study at home. butbut. i still got tuition. okok. shall stop here andand, im jus waiting fer friday to come. AMATHS PAPER's jus gone case.BYEBYE! going to talk now!

2006-05-01T11:39:00.000+08:00

never blog yest cos was like so busy .. nowadays got no time. yesterday did not really study. my new maid came! hahahs. then mum and dad was not at home.. so i was like on the phone. went to church in the morning. cat class was like SOOOO boring. omg. then went to eat lunch with dad and mom. at night had barbeque at Shawn's house someone came too. then we went to kovan station to top up card. we had FUN! RIGHT? hahahha. anyway everythings fine now. we should just be happy. today had chinese tuition at 10. tuition jus ended and no ones at home. somebody got some sports day thingy today and muz run! isnt that so funny!? hahahas. talked on the fone like at 1.30 last night lah. was sooo sleepy. reached home dam late. and chionged all my tuition wk last nite. wahh tomoro mid year start le. anyway im going to study so i shall stop here.

<3 you

2006-04-28T15:05:00.000+08:00

last night did not reallie haf a good sleep lah. felt soo fucked up. hais. today mummy fetch me to the bus stop, when i got out of the car i forgot to take my damn fone lah. tmd. then i borrow madiah's fone to cal her then she was like so sly. cos i asked her to off mi fone then she like dowan larr. sian diao. in the end it was off. living w/out my fone was kind of torturing. WHAHAHAS! but now im home and haf mi fone aldy! YAY! cabbed home today wif daphne. whahahs. at first she dowan lah wahlao waste tym only wan. we wanted to bus home wan. gotta chiong ss le. next week exam. today is fri! finally. the weekend is here!! =)) going to cheryl's hse to study wif her. anyway shall stop here. someone is coming too! byebye!

im sorry fer everything*

2006-04-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

nothing is like before. but life still goes on.. woahh. anyway, it haf been days since i last blogged. so busy these days. exam jus round the corner. busy studying! wad a good girl i am. life's been bad these days. not very happy tho.. but still happy larr. everyday after sch, it rains. hahahs. so anuty will kam to the bustop to shelter me. and last two days also meet =)) ya. =)) come to my hse. and its like all so rubbish larr. hahahas. tho it was quite boring i would say. Had chinese oral today wited till like 5 to go fer oral. before that went to PM with daphne and mich to eat KFC! hahahas. anyway lao zhang was the teacher, she kept smilling at me laa. i was like -_- damn pai sei. anyway life is jus kind of like normal fer me. yahh. so tired. did not talk on the fone last night. went to sleep like at 10 after studying. totally had no mood lahh. but still..yahh sch is quite fun.. yeah i can say. daphne dad sent me to a bus stop near hougang mall. then i took 82 home. by the tym i reached home it was like 615 lah. jame-see came to my hse jus nw. den i ate dinner. he kope my food can! hahaha! yay! monday got no sch. but sfter that exam le. sian diao. yay my finger ok le. but the yellow and smelly medecine is still there can! ok shall stop here. going to study le.

its all over*

2006-04-23T19:12:00.000+08:00

last night talked talked talked until so late! whahahs. SO sleepy sumore can! woke up at 915 today to go for cat class. we went to the chapel today. wahlao, today stomach soo pain lar. waited soo long at church fer mummy. she only came like at 1130 lah! tmd. i waited like reallie damn long. after that went home. she bought char sien fan fer all of ue. it was nice. yummy!
Studied today. read up mi chem tb, then did all my geog wk. wahh then this morning fone lock lah. i was like damn fucking pissed. cos i think someone touched my fone! maybe my maid. was at home the whole day, msg-ed like siao lah. this month sure BAOO wan the bill! thanks to all of you! HAHAHAH!mummy cooked dinner fer all o fus tonight. its was nice! James called me today after days, come and ask me.. so u still angry?i was like.. still ask?! Someone new msged me today still. PLS DUN JEALOUSS! anyway today muscle all aching lah! sian diao. today someone keep lying to me..tell me wanna call but maybe it was all fake! HORR? frm 545 to 645 to 7 to tonight!! GRRS! you're an asshole LAH! just forget abt talking then. Tho i tend to get angry with you while talking to you at tyms, i jus hope that you're understand me and that i'll be forgiven. IM SORRY! i'll try my best to not be like that. ANDand, you're still the one.

im sorry*

2006-04-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

so busy these days. no time to blog! i saw somebody yest. whahah! we met at serangoon yest. then she came to the gym at my hse. we played with the ball.it was fun! then went to eat lunch at the market. today woke up early. had nafa test. and tuition today. hahahas. tuition was so fun.. studied chem. today tarzan went to ps fer cip. hahaha. i was so lonely. yeah but toked to somebody who like cheered me up? hahahs. alrightt. that person went fer some concert i think. shall stop hereee. byebye!

2006-04-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

/i will not hurt you. never. YAY! I SO HAPPY TODAY. kao. today got oral. Mrs Soon was my examiner. sux man ended so late. Cabbed home. reached home only at 630. then had fun at home. gotta get back the 8250 fone man.. asap. today leg cramp seh. muscle aching. ohh. today was like damn late fer sch. lucky chiong in tym. HAHAHAS. nowadays somebody always reply msg so fast de horr? hahas. anyway im going to stop her. wanna study lerr. BYEBYE!<333

heartss*

=)))

2006-04-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

YAY! turn over a new leaf le! IM the happy girl i have been again! YAY! im happy. my sadness is all gone! i got eng oral tomoro! i wanna go out after that! YAY!! ive decided to give it another try. im sure im sucessful! yeah!

omg im jus so happy*

2006-04-19T18:26:00.000+08:00

yesterday got DEPRESSION! so never tag. wanted to delete this whole block lah. actually bcos.. of some personal reasons. yeah fer me to noe fer you to find out! yupp so..yah. i cry cry cry!!! boo! wadever/ so tired last night slept quite late thats why! gosh. today got nafa test, hahas it was alright. i can get silver.. i think! SO TIRED!! feel slightly better today. CHEEREED up a little bit. but jus a little. yeah. everythings jus over so fast/ totally over- yeah it comes and go jus so fast. yupp, no more like last tym. The new world im in! =(( okok.nvm dun talk abt it. its kind of heart breaking yah. my tighs aching! fucker. these few days nvr reallie study, come back home frm sch so late.. andand at night, its fully occupied. hais. bad mood too. these days are jus so WRONG! okok i shall stop here. nothing i wanna say anymore.

its over- just so fast!

boo!

2006-04-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

''CAL ME WOOD'' wood!HAHAHA. i noe u noe wad im talking abt. SO WRONG! hais. so pissed and fucked up again tod ay. It passed kind of smoothly at first but not towards the end of the day./ BUTbut, somebody kind of cheered me up on the fone. WHAHAS! after sch, went to compass with my freens. we ate KFC. was like so full after that. then we shared cab home. GOSH. these few days i keep cabbing. going broke soon. when i reached home i did all my homework.hahahs. thats like so such a good girl yeah?
YOU said that u cared fer me.. is that true? yeah right. anyway i cant seem to be bothered about you anymore. do wad ever you wan! ARGHHHH! im talking to TIFFANY NOW! i ate roti prata fer dinner tonight. mummy bought it fer me after wk. i fell asleep half way after someone put down the phone! ya all ur fault! im struggling with my chinese tuition wk. IT SUCKS! i cant seem to read the blady passage. So tired today its such a long day. UH OH. midyears coming IM STRESS!

IFYOUSTILLWANMETOLOVEYOU*

HURT!

2006-04-16T10:29:00.000+08:00

alright not sure sbt how i shld start this post. i studied till like kind of late last night. actually its part of waiting fer somebody to can. but too bad, i fell asleep. some 'stranger' msg me some thing last night and the person say that i chat with that person before.omg. this scary! ya ok i shall start abt todays stuffs. alot happened since i woke up abt 1 hr ago. these days are just getting SO WRONG! my hp just left one bar now anyway, i shall just let it die off today. i shall abstain frm mi fone. the only word to use is HURT!.. nvm abt it. im sure u noe why i say that. since this is the case lets nt bother each other too much. I got tuition today and thats like so boring.OH NO!! i feel abit so FUCKED UP!

HAHAHAHS!

2006-04-15T16:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday was like SOOOO FUN! hahahs. guess u noe wad im talking ABT!.. heehee! until like topsy turvy! hahahs. i noe somebody slept at like 3 midnight ya?hahahs. reached home yest at like 1045pm. lucky daddy nvr scold! i ate prata at night. cos mama bought and ask me to eat. We only went home at 12 plus. Today woke up quite early. Then went to queensway to make Damiens leg. cos it was hurting. then i also went to the dentist. tuition postponed to tomoro. JOHNNY was not free. DADDY AND MUMMY all went out to see some tiles thing. left us all at home. today SOMEONE LIKE SO BUSY. DUNNO WHY?! HAIS, NVM LORSS. ALRIGHTALRIGHT. REVISED MI WORK A LITTLE TODAY. shall stop here now. IMISSYOUTOOMUCH!

YOU*

TODAY FRI!

2006-04-14T12:09:00.000+08:00

WHAHAS! woke up at 9 plus todays> had tution at 10. i chionged my hw in the morning cos the nite before was on the phone? no tym to do. yupp! daddy bought noodle fer my lunch. HAHAS. it was delicious. Maybe going out tonight. butt dunno if dad allows? but guess shld me alright. My bro today kept telling my ahmei ''knock it down 5'' hahas. she did it like abit so obseenly. HAHAHS! damn funny. kept playing. I never tok to ANYONE today-yet! yupp. TIFFANY SO DAO ME!! anyway i got stuffs to do now. so shall stop here! bye!!

FATIGUE!

2006-04-13T16:46:00.000+08:00

woke up like so early today lah! 630 go brush teeth le.. so tired. School was alright.. followed Jasmine and Daphne today, school was fun! we were practically chatting the whole day. talking non stop. Until Noraini kept looking at us. HAHAHA. alrightalright. not funny. Ruo YU did not kam today.. so as i was her 'bestfriend' , i had to collect all her books. It was like so heavy lah! hahahs. now its all at my hse. WOAH! i think today somebody is like kind of angry with me. HORRS? maybe its bcos of last night when i could not ans the calls. BUT, there is also a reason to it right? unless u just dun understand me enuff. Then perhaps?... yahh. anyway after sch i went to RM with LLT, tiffany and Fairus. we ate KFC. hahahs. i shared with Tiffany. yeah. after that we bought popcorn chicken to share. BUT it was not very nice. We cabbed home together. and took photo in the cab. hahahha. thats like so dumb.. but who cares! Only reached home at abt 4? thats when i replied ANNONYMOUS's msg. yeah. rmb? we will only msg in the morning once until im home? hahahas. thats dumb. yupp. maybe we were nt very happy talking last nite? but in the end also okay. YAY! tomoro is GOOD FRIDAY! No sch. But damid! i got tuition early in the morning. omg. and ive nt completed my wk. so dead! maybe will be jus staying at home to study. not going anywhere I GUESS! Todays my MAMA b'day! ISOLOVEHER! We will be going to ama hse fer dinner today. but that will be ltr in the evening. at least i dun feel so sick today>recovering liao!Alrights i shall stop here now. BUTBUT! why do you sound angry?

wonder if your love is true*

....

2006-04-12T16:09:00.000+08:00

WAHLAO EHHH! im struggling with that blady compo la. sian diao! argghhh. im been struggling with it fer like days .. still like got no inspiration.. omg. like how? somebody also like gt no inspiration so cant help me! =( hais. nvm i shall jus slowly find my way MYSELF! I SOMEHOW JUS FEEL KIND OF UNCOMFORTABLE. studied geog until like so bored with it. omg midyear coming and im like abit so nt prepared la. gosh! HELP!HELP! oh no this is reallie frightening.. alrightalright! i shall go and revise my chem now. im just missing you too much. cant help it. feel like so dead can!

=))

2006-04-12T14:26:00.000+08:00

Another day at home! I did not go to sch again today! think i had mild fever? hahaha. aunty woke me up at like 6 plus then told her i did not feel well and went back to sleep. only woke up abt 10 plus then. so sleepy still can! Then my ah mei was still sleeping, i woke up then quickly completed my zuo ye which i owe mo-llyLAOSHI for like days. HAHAHA.Thats wad you call a good ger yeah?! FED MY AHMEI HER LUNCH! alright. that took years. I baby sitted her abit the whole morning lah. Thats torturing can! yupp brought her to sch too. She cried like crazy and asked me to kiss her before entering her class. I was like NO! you so big ger aldy.. as an excuse.. like abit so many people were looking lars. Thats so maluating can! JANES"S jungle friend.. dao-ed me lah..must stay back for extra class and partly cant meet today so.. wad abt tomoro? hahahs=) talked to someone on the phone in the morning.. i put down once as i had a second line, then when i called back the so called 'third twin' ansed and dunno said wad telecom service shit. Then i was like fucking pissed la. i rejected the calls for a moment as i was pissed.. but after that, THAT person was also FORGIVEN! see that shows how nice i am. BUT partly the person called quite a few tyms and it was quite farn la! so ya.. mummy bought some noodle fer my lunch.. and yupp i only ate that. did not go to sch.. JIALUT! sure miss out alot of things.BUTbut i did my own geog revision at home lah! today somemore got the test thingy after sch. DAMID! that means that i will have to re-take. nvm. Will be going out fer dinner with my family tonight. Tomoro will be going to sch. I took medicine lah.. omg.it was like so hard to swallow the tablet. Anyway im going to talk on the phone soon as i told someone i will call at three. yeah and now its like 255. So.. i shall stop here. BYES!

i jus miss you badly, during the times you're not with me*

PISSED!!

2006-04-11T17:02:00.000+08:00

THIS IS JUST TOTALLY SO WIERD!this is just so wrong. Somebody is like suddenly so u can say dao or angry toward me.. and i actually jus realized it only now? im like kinda of shock?.. cos i dun even know wads going on. YOU said in your blog that u dun wanna tok to me anymore? so issit reallie true? thats wad i wanna reallie know/ find out. you asked me if i liked someone else.. but wadever the case, you will not believe me! so can you tell me wad you reallie wan? im CURIOUS! you're showing me attitude.. it does not feel normal.. cos i noe that u're not like that.Came back frm sch at abt 245. was quite tired.. kept coughing today.Had fun today?.. going to study soon. cos was pre-occupied.yay! tonight can play with my baby cousin! shes so ADORABLE!

you're the cause of it*

2006-04-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

Life sux! feel like dying.dunno why totally so moodless. just feel so down that talking also means not much! hais. wanna cheer up but also dunno how to. cough until very jia lut also.LIFE DOES NOT HAVE MUCH MEANING TO IT! SIAN! It feels as if im stranded on an island all alone. nobody with me, totally nobody. How i wish your heart was totally with me at this moment. No distractions. ONLY ME! But somehow, this is inpossible, totally impossible. I dunno issit me or just somebody else? No one is perfect, but could you be just perfect for me fer once? am i asking too much? The whole day, i haf been trying my best not to put this on my mind. But its impossible. How i wish you will understand me more.
LOVE ME MORE LIKE HOW I<3you!

imperfectionist*

this is just so wrong!

2006-04-10T17:34:00.000+08:00

mummy fetched me to my ama hse at abt 1 plus. heehee. she came back home jus fer me.ILOVEMYMUMMY! Then ama brought me to see the doctor at abt 2. She paid fer me. whahas. shes just so nice. Tarzan today like so dao me de. HMPH! fine lorrs wad ever.. talked to somebody else instead=)) anyway brought homewk there but in the end also nvr do. its like kind of so boring. i did facial and masked my face. while waiting played gameboy too! ( thats kind of childish) but who cares. cos keep calling someone that someone also nvr ans. what the hell la waste mi tym. hahahas. jk anyway.YAY! tonight my baby cousin is coming back from overseas. so happy. she's totally adorable can! omg. will be going to the airport to jie them. thats like so exciting! whatever. hahas. so tired. going to rest soon. tomoro gotta go to sch aldy. alrightALRIGHTS! shall stop here. BYES!

IWILLBEARTHERESPONSIBILITIES- WO HUI FU ZE REN DE.
DOES THIS SOUND FAMILIAR TO SOMEONE?HAHA=)

ILOVEYOUTOOMUCH!

2006-04-10T11:34:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 635 today. wasnt feeling very well. SO i went to my mama room and told her that i was not well.. So, she told me to go back to sleep. WHAHAS! so i called TARZAN! heehee.then msg-ed them. after that, went back to sleep again. only woke up at 10.35. woahh! tired lors. watched cartoon- fer only awhile then came online. somebody told me that today can meet.. then in the end come and tell me that got extra class! HMPH! ass hole larss=)) alrights, shall not bother too much abt it./ today auntie cook porriage fer my lunch. wonder if it will taste horrigible! ohh YA! must get the 8250 fone fer jame-se. Damid! but go everywhere also dun haf! dead. his dad is going to call. but its like im so going to be able to get it back frm sch la. anyway he gave me 50 bucks to buy a new second hand wan. OK! SHALL GO ROAMING FER IT.omg. scard cant find again! alright alright. shall stop here to go and do my stuffs!BYE!

All of the moments that already passed..
try to go back and make 'em last
All of e things we want each other to be..
We nvr willbe, we nvr will be..
That's wonderful.. That's wonderful
And that's life
That's you baby, This is me baby
We are, we aree .. we aree..We aree..
We aree free..in love
We are free in love.

2006-04-09T16:27:00.000+08:00

wahh. woke up quite early today, at arnd nine. Then went to church for cat class. Carol did not kam today as she had smthing so i was with joanna and oli. woahh the weekend is coming to an end, and tomoro gt sch again. did my homework when i came back and also talked on the phone. will be going to church soon. missing you so much**byeBYE.

2006-04-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

yay! i finally got my blog! finally decided to create this blog after a long time. So busy today. Had tution like fer two hours. SO tired.hahaha. wells, went to someone's house yesterday.Had like so much fun. BUTbut, the bus journey home was long andand, anyway, i shall not continue anymore. Talked to her on the phone fer quite long, until phone no batt. Hee. alright will stop here. Going out fer dinner with my family!